Love you my dear Kuttu

Kuttaa.....

I cannot tell you how much you mean to me...you said the sweetest things to me today..more than what any news should upset me. ...Today was another so called big day for changes to be announced at work...I received an email in the morning saying potential org changes would happen, folks impacted would be told in 1:1s.....you read that email and while I was leaving to office hugged me and said Om Sri Chinmaya Sadguru ve namah.... I was sooo impressed kanna...

And the icing on the cake was....in the evening as soon as you got home I see this 

How Kutta....your so considerate for your age..your far far emotionally richer than I am..May that be your biggest strength when you grow up too raja....nothing else matters...God Bless you. Im touched beyond words.... You have made me successful than any role could.......

Thank you God...ever grateful

 Dear God

This is yet another day, another blessing that you have given me, reminding me that Im alive and healthy and happy because of all that you have bestowed upon me. Let all these reorg, announcements, changes whatever....not rattle me. I believe until now EVERYTHING, every single thing has happened with reason....there is no good bad..there are only lessons learnt and reflections and pure gratitude that whatever I am getting I receive it with open palms. 

God make me a stronger person , unfazed by this. Let me be accepting , graciously whatever I am to get...given that is what I deserve. 

My mother did not ask for multiple sclerosis at the age of 34

My father did not ask to be a caretaker , stress bearer all his life

My uncles and aunts did not ask for death

and so much more God........You have given me enough and more evidence that what has to happen will. The only thing I want you to keep a check for me on, is ...am I doing enough ...am i doing MY part and my duty. Please keep me honest 

Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from all evil .......

Love you God...Love you Daddy

All the best for GRADE 4 Chikki !!

Dear kutta

All the very best as you begin 4th GRADE. Your a very smart kuttus with lot of earnestness to do well. May you feel energised to do your best and to give it all it takes with your abilities and all the blessings God has bestowed you with. 

I hope to all calm myself as much as possible and not drive u up the wall because IT ISNT HELPFUL for either you or me. God- please please help me here. I truly dont want to do it- but i feel i end up doing it justifying it with some reason or the other. 

You make me smile, you give me the best kisses and you say the silliest and yet cutest of things. 

[10:01 PM, 6/11/2024] Aruna: last evening i was talking to N about studies

[10:01 PM, 6/11/2024] Aruna: and how its important etc etc

[10:01 PM, 6/11/2024] Aruna: he asked me..mumma how come u felt like studying etc

[10:01 PM, 6/11/2024] Aruna: i told him..hmm...so Anu periammai studied v well 👿 and then thatha paati used to work so hard..with all his travel every day and paati's really bad health

[10:02 PM, 6/11/2024] Aruna: so i felt i should also do my bit and work equally hard to make them happy

[10:02 PM, 6/11/2024] Aruna: he says "hmmm but then mumma i dont have any such reasons to feel motivated no like u had"

😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 Kutttaaa kutttaaa...may those reasons truly come from within FOR YOURSELF..not for me or anyone else :) 

ALL THE BEST KANNA.>>God BleSS you!! 

FYI your first tooth fell on its own on June 4th 2024 ! ! ! 💗