I wake up almost every day....with a thought going to...what if I lose my job..what if what I do is not valued....coupled with a huge sense of being an imposter...
Today someone in office told me..that there is a possible rumor that my role gets folded into another org..and lo and behold that continued to play in every action /thought of mine post that moment...
I cant just operate this way....my 1 life..the only 1 life of a few more years will just go by like this...stiffling and crazy with such thoughts. I can feel my heart beat faster..my stress levels going up with shoulder aches..what childhood am I showing my son with my behavior as such....Aruna.....calm down.. 🩷....who are you trying to please? some asshole of a GTM who has a point of view on your org?? and you're looking to justify the work of this org in 6 months?? Cmon! Take a deep breath......few points to note darling
a) Yes anything can happen tomorrow...who knows
b) Do what you can with your head down--- work, network, do what it takes and then RELAX
c) Write down a few things that bother you......what (some) aspects can you take control of, what cant you...let go of those
d) There is no permanence to anything...you worrying about the day when you're going to be the chosen one for something...well...we are all going one day .... what will happen will be for your good..trust God..
dont worry Aruna...u CANT KILL YOURSELF overs some perception..HELL WITH IT....you ARE NOT THE MESS around you
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